I have been waiting for this movie. I have been dying to find out how they will turn my illusions into something more vivid as when i was reading the book i could already picture Robert as Edward but I wanna know how he will play the character with heart.
I have heard and read different opinions regarding this movie but still very curious. so my officemates (my friends now) and I decided
to watch it yesterday at Greenbelt 3. We arrived at 3pm and we already got the 6:50PM screening. well thats fine as long as we get to watch the movie.

I'm very disappointed. Big changes on the scenes, as expected. but what sucked the most was the actors didn't give any justice to the lines. very disappointing! they just delivered their lines for the sake of well.. exchanging lines. stupid! They should have at least read the book first before doing this movie.

Can there be a Twilight Remake please? Please?

It's actually useless writing about this "friend" of mine.

We used to talk about her life, her stupid doings, her lovelife etc.
suddenly it all disappeared. we've known each other for over a year now, though we haven't met yet. we have common cyber friends as well.

I invited her to my birthday party and she said she'll try.
my birthday came and she didn't even bother to greet me. i know i am hurt.
i've considered her as my friend, maybe she doesn't feel the same.
i know i am mad. after 1 month of not chatting or texting or comments on facebook/myspace, i tried to lighten up the situation. she posted on her multiply blog, so i decided to leave a comment.
and what did i get as her response " =) "

my gawd! ISN'T POSTING/REPLYING A FREE SHIT?
bullshit. shes gettin into my nerves.

hello fellow bloggers. whoops hey friends. im sorry but i've already decided to use my livejournal for good because of some factors. *secret* hahaha just ask me! but i will still update this blog, uhmm.. LINKS only. so i could still visit your blog sites. fair enough? =)

com'on visit me there. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT!!! okay?


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five million kids wont be able to go to school this school year?WHAT-THE-FUCKINGRACIOUS!
I'm so disappointed. i feel so crappy right now. i hate those MOTHAFRIGGINSHITTY politicians. come'on guys, do you still have any conscience? you spent millions just to win and made so many promises.

LIBRE EDUKASYON! - where? where? where? maybe for your children, relatives and friends. how dare you!!! i just hope that someday you'll realize that hell is already waiting for you. people voted for you because they believED in you. Now, do you still want us to believe that there is still hope in our country? gawd. you don't deserve our RESPECT. you idiots!!

you know, i have actually been in quite a good mood these past few days. but right now i am feeling kind of unhappy. unhappy over what i don't really know, suddenly i feel lost again. and i hate that feeling. because suddenly it makes me realize that i am just going back to where i used to be. that the past few days are just part of another passing phase, that it isn't normal for me to be in a good mood, i don't know. it feels, odd. it is something that i dont want to feel once more. strange isnt it? maybe im just worried on what tomorrow brings. im no longer a kid. i have to face every little thing that comes my way, i shouldn't just ignore it because it makes me feel less of a person. i have to be strong. i have to learn and make a difference if not for me well atleast for my parents. i want to prove something, i want them to be proud of me even if in my heart i know that whatever i do they will surely support me. i hate how people look down on me, if you have nothing good to say then shut the fuck up! you're not helping at all. this is my life! let me live it for i owe all of these to our dear Lord and to my beautiful parents. im still kind to you, you know. i still respect you because my father loves you but don't push me to the limit.. to totally hate you. thanks for your concern but wait, do you really care? or just want to say something and impress everybody? dont worry, for the sake of my dad i will shut my mouth and pretend. yea just pretend cause im one person who forgives but never forgets.

another day comes and it will surely blow me off. im keeping my faith, forever will.

sigh i don't know. anyway i am not feeling ultra disturbed by that right now yet. i am tired. and there's something which i need. something which i haven't had for a really long time now. i need someone to talk to, someone whom i can talk to without being judged. and someone whom i can talk to without feeling like i'm imposing on that person's time. i don't know, i just need to talk.

i miss my high school friends. i miss bacolod.
guys, il treasure our friendship forevermore even if we dont get to see each other anymore. You will remain in my heart. i hope to see you, soon. i miss everything!!! can i press rewind and promise il skip the shitty ones?

Labels: friends, hate, high school, unhappy

guess who's back! well yeah, duh. i miss blogging so this is my new blog site. i dont want to remember any thing from my past blogsite, if you know what i mean. its hella funny! how reprehensible. actually, i had enough of my past. all the drama, craziness shit. it makes me ill. i made so many unforgiven mistakes and it makes me ponder on whats gonna happen next? do i still deserve to be happy and live a fruithful life? of course, everbody needs a second chance. and with those shitty mistakes, it gave me trillion reasons to love life and live life to the fullest. i admit how stupid i was but what now? all i can do now, is move forward. i'm happy with my life now, a peaceful young lady. i'm single and it's by choice. i dont want to make the same mistakes again.

God thank you for all these realizations. i couldnt thank you enough!!
all i want now is for my parents to live a loooooooong-loooooooongeeer life. they're my strength, inspiration, backbone, present and my future.
Thank you for giving me the most wonderful parents dear Lord.